paramore/paramour n [C] literary
someone who you have a romantic or sexual relationship with, but who you are not married to
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you.
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
We are One Flowers of One Garden,We're One Leaves of One Tree. Let the walls come down,lets stand here together. We are One FAMILY!
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Friday, January 30, 2009
happenings!
It hurts.
Its painful.
You left a scar.
It would have stopped.
I feel deeply knowing you felt the same.
My heart hurts that it screams so loud till I could hear.
This will stop now.
It is time to forget the past.
It is time to move on with my life.
Radio that plays great music to help me stay.
Though it shall be my enemy to play the wrong songs.
HEALED!! =)
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Service at Tanjung Malim and Bidor!
Went to Tanjung Malim with Uncle Aru and Uncle Nathan. Stayed at Uncle Veanu's house for 1 night. Met a couple of youths of my age and got along with them quite well. Stayed at their house for 2 nights as they asked me to.
Met a monkey on the rooftop! =)
The youths I stayed with at Tanjung Malim
NDF at Tanjung Malim
So the next day,I went to Uncle Thiaga's house at Tapah. Uncle Veanu drove me there because they were on their way there as well.
At Uncle Thiaga's place,I couldn't do any service as uncle and aunty was busy with their business at shop and they barely had time to talk to me and discuss about our plans. Had 1 night there. The next day,Uncle send me to Taman Ridvan.
At Taman Ridvan,I tutored Book 3 in English for 3 indians from Ipoh. It was fun! Met the Asli's there! =)
Sita with the 3 kids -Roshan,Mawi,Rosalina-
-Rosli--Zul--Batem--Man-
teaching us some songs that they created on their own
Main blanket game
My book 3 group
from left to right: Batem,Man,Zul,Rosli dan saye!
Book 3!!
Kat kitchen. Liva tengah masak.
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So as promised here it is. The journey back home to KK (Kota Kemuning) from Tapah.
Firstly,I spent my last day at Taman Ridvan,Tapah. Around 11:30am,Uncle Thiaga came to fetch me to either train station or bus station depending on available tickets. Train tickets were all sold out for the whole day as it was the beginning of festive season where people would start travelling to their 'kampungs'. Uncle asked if I really wanted to go back home. Firmly,I said 'Yes Uncle'. So we stopped at Uncle Thiaga's house and filled my tummy with lunch before I leave.
So uncle dropped me at the bus station at Tapah.
Firstly,he just dropped me there and told me to find my way to Bidor. Secondly,there i stood holding 3 bags all by myself!!! I stood there waiting for the bus to Bidor to arrive with everyone starring at me. I guess I looked like such a traveller with all those bags like Charmaine said.
Minutes later,the bus arrived about 3:30pm. I somehow managed those 3 bags all by myself into that bus. Sat down.
Ticket guy was asking for cash to pay for the ticket. And my shirt was wet with sweat when I couldn't find my wallet from my bag. Oh my!! Seriously I pannicked and didn't know what else to do other than keep searching and digging my bag. I took out my stuff little by little so that no one would notice such an embarassment. And FINALLY,wallet was found and i took out small money from the wallet slowly to pay the ticket guy. I kept some small change in my pocket to make it easier.
Out of the bus all by myself with 3 bags. The last stop was Bidor bus station and that was my stop. So from Bidor,I had to take a bus straight to Tanjung Malim.
Where am I suppose to go? No idea!!
When will the bus arrive? No idea!!
Must I buy the ticket inside the bus like earlier? No idea!!
MANA NAK PERGI???
I asked an aunty sitting nearby selling some kacang. It was an indian aunty. So i told her that I wanna go to Tanjung Malim and how would I go. Which bus do I take and stuff. She said take a bus to Sungkai and then another bus to Tanjung Malim. Seriously I was already getting tired and sweating like crazy carrying my bags everywhere. So I went to the shop which selled bus tickets and asked for the ticket to Tanjung Malim and they just had to say "Dah habis jual!". Shit man! Next ticket available is only at 5:30pm. I thought why not just wait la.
There came this 2 indian aunties telling me what to do and what not to do. They said just take the bus to Sungkai and another bus to Tanjung Malim. They said it saves a little bit cash as well. And there goes all sort of questions they had to ask that spinned my head a little and I was already sick of them telling what to do and what not to do. Seriously,I almost snapped at them and say 'JUST SHUT UP!'.
I called Uncle Thiaga and Uncle Veanu to find out what I should do. Couldn't get them for a few times. I was getting frustrated already with the situation.
Later,Uncle Thiaga called me back and I told him there's not ticket to Tanjung Malim straight so I'm taking a bus to Sungkai then to Tanjung Malim and he said okay.
-crisis-
Carry 3 bags!! Seriously my hand hurts cause there were 2 large bags and another bag i carried on my shoulder.
So sat in the bus doing nothing,just look out the window and watch my stuff. Paid the ticket money and sat back to relax a bit. Stopped by at the last stop which was Sungkai bus station.
Then waited for another bus there to Tanjung Malim. So this is last bus i'm gonna be in. I got in paid my ticket and just relaxed a bit. Put on my sunglasses and almost fell asleep because I was soo exhausted!
MY BAGS!!!
I could barely smile. Too tired! =(
"riot!."
Monday, January 26, 2009
good old times at home
Okay so I miss home so much! I miss my mummy,daddy and buddy!! =) When I came back home,i've realized how much i've missed things and people around me. Things felt so normal at home. Not saying 1 week at Tanjung Malim and Tapah was bad. But HOME was always surrounded with undividing and unconditional love. Even with dad's nagging,mom's talks and buddy's games at all times,it was HOME! What else can I say other than HOME SWEET HOME!! =D My heart feels like something's left behind at Tapah. Haha. No not my stuff! Someone in green! Haha. Not emotionally green but in green shirt. =) My heart knows exactly who that person is and thats why this whole post in gonna be in green. In remembrance of a certain someone to Mirshal =D But well again green is also about Mother Nature. Green is refreshing and saving the environment! -going green is the new pink- [fly.fm] So you can't blame me,can you?
So I came back home on Saturday. Reached home almost 12 in the morning. Couldn't have dinner outside as I was starving and also missing food around. Food at Tapah was very simple unlike the meals I have at home or outside at shops. So I miss food a lot! But parents were so tired. Got home to unpack my stuff and take my shower. Opened a can of Campbell Mushroom Soup and cooked it! Ahhh YUMMY!! I miss my mushroom soup sooo much! =)
The next day was Sunday which was suppose to be today but it was yesterday. That sentence was meant to confuse you! Well this post is on behalf of Sunday but since its 1:44am on Monday so Sunday should be yesterday.
Confussed? Thank me!
Moving on,that afternoon we went to Centrepoint,Klang to check out some PS2 cds for my brother and get him another pair of school pants. Parents also promised him movie tickets to watch together. So we checked the available movie tickets. Mom and I were interested in a Tamil movie,Villu. We also checked the movie screening at Jusco Bukit Raja since TGV is better than GSC. Planned to watch in a group with my aunties and cousins but plan failed in the end. Parents decided to watch it on Tuesday,just us. So we went back home after a short visit to my grandma's place.
It was raining cats and dogs! Mom and I got down from the car to open the gate and get wet for fun. Beloved mom enjoyed the rain a little and encouraged me to have some time with the rain!! And woohoo,I had the time of my life with my younger brother. My mom pushed him under the rain as well to have some fun and I dragged him. Haha. =D
Me and my bro soaked under the rain!
Haha! =DThe next post will be about a week in Tanjung Malim and Tapah including Taman Ridvan with pictures. =P"riot!."
Saturday, January 24, 2009
-MISS ME??-
You guys definitely have missed me!! I miss you guys like crazayy too!! I MISS MY MOM especially! I MISS MY BUDDY (my younger bro)! I MISS MY DADDY! -missing you like crazy- I miss my sayang,BOLSTER! I miss my ROOM! I miss my FOOD! Haha. Call me crazy? Yeah I guess I am. =)
Its about time for Jason Mraz to come and rock Malaysia and give us some inspirations through his music. His genre is so different and unique that you can never find what Jason Mraz has in another musician! It's the 'Jason Mraz's genre'!! So I guess i'm gonna be missing out on this concert 'cause i'm gonna be at Bidor and it's gonna ge great there! Haha =) Well to those who are going for Jason's concert,PLEASE at least get me a photo of him or his autograf which might be quite impossible. So yeah you guys have fun and get inspired by him! He's a very spontaneous musician on stage. You might realize that he switch his keys spontaneously during live concerts to sursprise his fans and entertain you guys and of course because HE'S JASON MRAZ!!
I will wait for PARAMORE to come to Malaysia to rock me!! I heart PARAMORE!! Hayley Williams is my idol in music and lifestyle. If you notice,she lives such a simple life and her clothes she wears express herself a lot. Like she wore a black shirt with Rod Stewart's face. Her usual clothing is just a pair of pants and a simple shirt. Her make up inspires me a lot. I have never seen any artist that has the make up as hers. So it kinda defines Hayley and makes her stand out more. Her hair is another point. I love her hair! Currently her hair is in dark red. They sang 2 songs in the movie Twilight. Decode and I Caught Myself. PARAMORE TOTALLY ROCKS!!!! I was googling on them the other day and kept on saving more pictures in my pc. Haha. I went to their official site and wanted some stuff of Paramore. A PARAMORE T-SHIRT!!!! I LOVE PARAMORE!!! I really want it!! But my parents didn't allow me to use their credit card. That could really be a great present for my birthday! I'm hinting you guys. Anything to do with Paramore enlightens me and makes me feel on top of the world! =D Chek this picture out! I would love to have this shoes of PARAMORE!!!
Seriously,I WANT THIS!!!!!! =) RIOT! PARAMORE FOR LIFE!!
Now for the surprise i've been waiting to tell you guys. I'm BACK at home for 1 week break!! Haha. So I guess I will be joining you guys at KK for CNY! =) Get ready your ang pau's for me! See you guys soon!
"riot!."
Friday, January 16, 2009
life without computer! not bad =)
So yeah currently at cc. The network card in my CPU is gone!! And arghh..have not been using my computer for more than a week already. Leaving to Bidor tommorow so had to update my blog at least. Yeah..going to Bidor and Tapah for a 2 months service. There is a cc nearby the uncle's house that i'm staying so don't worry..I can still update when i'm over there. =)
About 12/12/12,the more I think about it and my marriage and everything,I don't think its gonna work out,man! I mean common. Seriously. I went to the Education Fair the other day at KLCC and I got to know more about my course of interest at certain colleges and found out that its a 4 years course to get a degree. So when I complete my course,I will be 22 already and it's 2013!! =( So you see my dilema here?! Ouch..it hurts!
So speaking more about my 2 months service. It's gonna be fun and exciting in Bidor and Tapah. Although I may have some trouble in a few things but nothing comes easy. God is always testing us and it's all about the crisis and victory principle that I learned in the Bahai Faith. =) I am definitely not alone there. I have God all the time by my side so not to worry about anything. Just say lots of prayers and yeah..I will be fine! =D
So I will be leaving now. Been at cc for quite a while and lots of guys here playing their game. So I will update the next time I go online in Bidor!! =)
"riot!."
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
'09 resolutions
Haha.. first post for '09 and first post for the blog! =) So i'm gonna start with my resolutions for this year.
1] Commit myself in 2 months service at least before getting results and preparing for further studies. Wanna go Sabah so badly =(
2] Contribute to society and make a difference! (I'm Gonna Make A Change-Michael Jackson)
3] Get a knight in shining amour (life partner) cause i've planned my wedding to be on 12/12/12! So any guys who do not agree with this,you're not in the list. Just kidding! I really want this wedding to happen. It is one of my biggest dream in life! =)
4] Get into College/Uni. Achieve my dreams and make them come true. Make my parents proud especially.
5] Be a good sister to both my brothers. Younger and elder. Haha.. Have not been a good one so far =P (no more breaking noses,no more beating each other) Haha!
6] Cut down on fast food! Fat mass is over the board by 2kg. (that's what a machine said)
7] Pray continously for SPM results. Coming out in March. Yaiks.. =/
8] Get more chocolates and ice creams into my tummy! Haha. Sorry la can't help it. Chocolates especially! They are heavenly to me!! =D Chocolates from all over the world should come to me. I should get a guy who owns a Chocolate Factory!! Haha! =)
9] Love the RAIN!! So should play under the rain more often as a token of gratitude to my beloved RAIN! =)
"riot!."
The youths I stayed with at Tanjung Malim
MY BAGS!!!
Haha! =D
