this heart beats for only you
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paramore/paramour n [C] literary
someone who you have a romantic or sexual relationship with, but who you are not married to


Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you. We could sing our own but what would it be without you?


We are One Flowers of One Garden,We're One Leaves of One Tree. Let the walls come down,lets stand here together. We are One FAMILY!


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Friday, January 30, 2009
happenings!



It hurts.
Its painful.
You left a scar.
It would have stopped.
I feel deeply knowing you felt the same.
My heart hurts that it screams so loud till I could hear.

This will stop now.
It is time to forget the past.
It is time to move on with my life.
Radio that plays great music to help me stay.
Though it shall be my enemy to play the wrong songs.


HEALED!! =)

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Service at Tanjung Malim and Bidor!

Went to Tanjung Malim with Uncle Aru and Uncle Nathan. Stayed at Uncle Veanu's house for 1 night. Met a couple of youths of my age and got along with them quite well. Stayed at their house for 2 nights as they asked me to.


Met a monkey on the rooftop! =)

The youths I stayed with at Tanjung Malim



NDF at Tanjung Malim


So the next day,I went to Uncle Thiaga's house at Tapah. Uncle Veanu drove me there because they were on their way there as well.
At Uncle Thiaga's place,I couldn't do any service as uncle and aunty was busy with their business at shop and they barely had time to talk to me and discuss about our plans. Had 1 night there. The next day,Uncle send me to Taman Ridvan.

At Taman Ridvan,I tutored Book 3 in English for 3 indians from Ipoh. It was fun! Met the Asli's there! =)


Sita with the 3 kids -Roshan,Mawi,Rosalina-


-Rosli--Zul--Batem--Man-
teaching us some songs that they created on their own


Main blanket game


My book 3 group



from left to right: Batem,Man,Zul,Rosli dan saye!



Book 3!!


Kat kitchen. Liva tengah masak.


great view from Taman Ridvan





9 pointed star on the gate!



Jungle
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-Journey Back KK-

So as promised here it is. The journey back home to KK (Kota Kemuning) from Tapah.

Firstly,I spent my last day at Taman Ridvan,Tapah. Around 11:30am,Uncle Thiaga came to fetch me to either train station or bus station depending on available tickets. Train tickets were all sold out for the whole day as it was the beginning of festive season where people would start travelling to their 'kampungs'. Uncle asked if I really wanted to go back home. Firmly,I said 'Yes Uncle'. So we stopped at Uncle Thiaga's house and filled my tummy with lunch before I leave.

So uncle dropped me at the bus station at Tapah.
Firstly,he just dropped me there and told me to find my way to Bidor. Secondly,there i stood holding 3 bags all by myself!!! I stood there waiting for the bus to Bidor to arrive with everyone starring at me. I guess I looked like such a traveller with all those bags like Charmaine said.
Minutes later,the bus arrived about 3:30pm. I somehow managed those 3 bags all by myself into that bus. Sat down.
Ticket guy was asking for cash to pay for the ticket. And my shirt was wet with sweat when I couldn't find my wallet from my bag. Oh my!! Seriously I pannicked and didn't know what else to do other than keep searching and digging my bag. I took out my stuff little by little so that no one would notice such an embarassment. And FINALLY,wallet was found and i took out small money from the wallet slowly to pay the ticket guy. I kept some small change in my pocket to make it easier.
Out of the bus all by myself with 3 bags. The last stop was Bidor bus station and that was my stop. So from Bidor,I had to take a bus straight to Tanjung Malim.
Where am I suppose to go? No idea!!
When will the bus arrive? No idea!!
Must I buy the ticket inside the bus like earlier? No idea!!
MANA NAK PERGI???
I asked an aunty sitting nearby selling some kacang. It was an indian aunty. So i told her that I wanna go to Tanjung Malim and how would I go. Which bus do I take and stuff. She said take a bus to Sungkai and then another bus to Tanjung Malim. Seriously I was already getting tired and sweating like crazy carrying my bags everywhere. So I went to the shop which selled bus tickets and asked for the ticket to Tanjung Malim and they just had to say "Dah habis jual!". Shit man! Next ticket available is only at 5:30pm. I thought why not just wait la.
There came this 2 indian aunties telling me what to do and what not to do. They said just take the bus to Sungkai and another bus to Tanjung Malim. They said it saves a little bit cash as well. And there goes all sort of questions they had to ask that spinned my head a little and I was already sick of them telling what to do and what not to do. Seriously,I almost snapped at them and say 'JUST SHUT UP!'.
I called Uncle Thiaga and Uncle Veanu to find out what I should do. Couldn't get them for a few times. I was getting frustrated already with the situation.

Later,Uncle Thiaga called me back and I told him there's not ticket to Tanjung Malim straight so I'm taking a bus to Sungkai then to Tanjung Malim and he said okay.
-crisis-
Carry 3 bags!! Seriously my hand hurts cause there were 2 large bags and another bag i carried on my shoulder.
So sat in the bus doing nothing,just look out the window and watch my stuff. Paid the ticket money and sat back to relax a bit. Stopped by at the last stop which was Sungkai bus station.
Then waited for another bus there to Tanjung Malim. So this is last bus i'm gonna be in. I got in paid my ticket and just relaxed a bit. Put on my sunglasses and almost fell asleep because I was soo exhausted!

MY BAGS!!!



I could barely smile. Too tired! =(
"riot!."