Thursday, March 26, 2009
admiration
"riot!."
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
simply-ing say
It was just so funny so I wanted to blog about my younger brother who is dearly close to me. Haha. And he's so funny! He makes my day at times. And also ruins my day on the other days. Haha. But I love him with all my heart and soul. My family definitely comes first in my life no matter what happens. Love within family is always guaranteed and unquestionable. I know for sure whether something goes wrong or right,the love within family stays forever! The love that my parents have for us 3 siblings will definitely without a doubt last until we acsend to the Abha Kingdom. Okay deep. But yeah I love my family so much! =)
So yeah I was chatting with my brother while he was playing his PS2. Damn a 8 year old kid got that!! arghh! haha. So yeah I was teasing him and asking him a lot of questions about the game as I (Mirshal) tak pernah main this kinda game so aku kacau dia la. And he would always say "you must watch from the start la,don't ask so many questions!" Its so funny. :D
And so I continued chatting with him. My mom was taking her nap downstairs. I teased my brother more and he said "you simply-ing say la!" Haha. It was suppose to be simply saying and he changed it into simply-ing say pronounced as (simpling say). Haha. I had a great laugh and teased him more. Everytime he said something,I would say "don't simply-ing say la". Haha. =) Man,I love my brother! Haha.
"riot!."
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Let your vision be world embracing...
The earth is but one country and mankind its citizens.
-Baha'u'llah-
I would like to personally take the virtue UNITY in this post corresponding to the amazing unity among the Baha'is during our new year,Nawruz. It was wonderful and unforgettable that moved my heart and soul. This are one of those memory that I would treasure as it draws me closer to the Baha'i Faith. The spirit and vision we share amongst brings us all together in ONE common Faith and ONE family!
Search. Love. Knowledge. Unity. Contentment. Wonderment. True Poverty and Absolute Nothingness.
These are the Seven Valleys that holds us together tightly. Some called these Seven Valleys and others, Seven Cities. And they say that until the wayfarer taketh leave of self, and traverseth these stages, he shall never reach to the ocean of nearness and union, nor drink of the peerless wine.
A lover is he who is chill in hell fire; A knower is he who is dry in the sea. [Persian mystic poem]
I have been so moved since that day of our Nawruz celebration. Baha'is all over came down to A&W at PJ to celebrate together. The spirit of Baha'is on New Year were overwhelming! One of the most amazing spirit i've ever seen in my life. One of things where I voice my thanks to my parents for introducing such a wonderful Faith to me. One of those unforgettable memory. One of the quality inside me I can never put away. It was just amazing. You gotta experience it to know how it feels. Find out what who you really are inside? Ask yourself.
Kindle the fire of love and burn away all things,
Then set thy foot into the land of the lovers.
"riot!."
Thursday, March 19, 2009
12/12/12
I wanted to blog specially for 12/12/12. I have been telling everyone my dream about 12/12/12 being my wedding day. I have been thinking a lot about this after SPM. Especially after my results now. Wanna hear the news about my wedding??
Awesome! I mean seriously its gonna be awesome talking about my wedding. Wearing my wedding gown and walking down the aisle step by step and gaze upon my to-be-husband standing with the all-loving eyes. The time where every bride would wish that time stood still and the world would just revolve between the bride and groom. And just like every other bride in the world,that is something I would wish for so badly. So I already have a list of people who are obligated to attend and help with the wedding..
Sheryll - Event Management is gonna help you plan out my wedding.
Wye Cheung - Chef is gonna help you be my caterer for my wedding.
Elyna - Business is gonna help you by helping me with the finance for the wedding. So you're gonna be like my secretary.
Rach - Digital Animation? Hmm.. Ahh I know. Help me with the invitation cards or anything else. Use your creativity for your best friend's wedding.
Nat - Hotel Management.. Err.. Oh aku tak tau la. Do anything to make your best friend's wedding awesome.
Elyna,Sheryll,Nat & Rach - You guys know my dream. Make this wedding a memory that can never be forgotten for your best friend!!
Charmaine - Doctor? Nobody's gonna be sick on that day. At least I hope not. So maybe my Maid of Honour?
To-Be-Hubby - I will love you with all my life. Lets make our epic love story an awesome one to tell our kids in future. [I will love you till my dying day]
Okay the bad news? 12/12/12 not gonna happen!! :( I know its sad and disappointing. Imagine how would I feel. :"( Yeah I'm crying in the inside. What can I do? The course I'm gonna do takes 3 years to achieve degree. Including my foundations which is Form 6 is gonna take up to 2 years. Count that!
May 2009 - Lower 6
Jan 2010 - Upper 6
March 2011 - STPM result
May 2011 - Uni for degree
End of 2014 - Bachelor (Hons) in Enlish Language
12/12/12 isn't gonna happen!! FULL STOP
"riot!."
Sunday, March 15, 2009
words of compassion?
So I dont plan to say anything about the results I got.You wanna know it,gotta find out personally from me. Isn't something proud that I would blog about it.
The next step is much more important and confusing. Wanting to study the course you wish for and achieving your dreams isn't as easy as some wise tale telling "work hard,you'll get what you paid for". Obviously it isn't easy. And nothing is impossible at the same time. How much you would go through to achieve what you want? How hard would you work for to achieve? Would you be able to go sail through with everything? Questions thunder in my head and lead to confussion and maybe a little tress. As this questions aren't easy to answer,it isn't hard/impossible to answer either.
What we have done,what we do and what we're about to do is a question which the human mind might not be able to explain in details. But the brain and will to do keeps on going without our realization. Ever thought that you can't do something and did it excellently in the end? I go through those surprises myself. It is amazing when you find out stuff about yourself that you wouldn't even expect.
-Expect the Unexpected-
Our capacities and capabilities are far beyond our reach. So don't put a stop to what you wish or desire. Strive to achieve. Lets deeds not words.
"riot!."
Thursday, March 12, 2009
emotions!!
Emotions are mixed up right now!LESS than 10 hours!
Good or Bad?!
Who Knows?
Anyone up for a SLEEPLESS NIGTH?? =/
Allright,so we're gonna get what we deserve to get and no one could change the results right now eventhough i'm still hoping for a miracle to happen at the last moments. I guess i'm gonna pee in my pants before getting the result! Or crash a car! Or involve in an accident! Or just somehow avoid getting that result!
A Life Changing Experience is about to be told in 8 hours+- !!!
Okay,a bit too dramatic? Haha. =D
Gotta be ready for more emotions to come tomorrow!
Whether good or bad,it's gonna be another emotion to challenge in life!
BEST OF LUCK!!!
"riot!."
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Being A Bahai
This is one of the things where I enjoy doing throughout the whole year of 365 days! Its amazing that Baha'is get the privelage to fast for 19 days before our Near Year on the 21st of March. So currently we're fasting for 6 days already. Yayy!! Although the amount and kinds of food we get to eat when we break our fast keeps running through our mind,the joy of sharing this 19 days of Fasting with millions of other Baha'is from all over the world is a complete encouragement for me to keep going and be strong. The amount of Baha'i friends I have when I step out of my doorstep is simply just amazing.
19 Days of Fasting is significant to each and every Baha'i. The reason 19 days was choosen was because 19 is our holy number. Like having Nineteen Day Feast (NDF). Of course there are exceptionals for certain conditions. In this 19 days is when we detach ourselves from material needs. From sunrise till sunset. The best moment of this 19 days of fasting would definetely be the breaking of fast! We organise the breaking of fast by each family of the community hosting their homes. Its absolutely and simply an unconditional love where you can always feel and be around with. This love we share unites us all and draw us to the same direction as we all have ONE exact goal in life!
How much I would wanna thank God and my parents for such an amazing religion that I have clunged to.
The Baha'i Faith. Is a religion where I investigated myself when I reached 15 that save my life once,twice,thrice and forever will be!
What tongue can voice my thanks to Thee?!
How much I appreaciate being a Baha'i in Malaysia is something extraordinary. Its amazing that I get the privelage to through my life until the day I die as a Baha'i. Millions of Baha'i friends all over the world hold hands together to succeed as a Baha'i in the eyes of our own and the eyes of others around us.
With this I end my gratitude of being a Baha'i and to have choosen the right path in life with a prayer and a song for every single soul out there.
To my dear Baha'i friends,we're together in this and no matter what may come accross our path,We Are One!
Okay although this song is to shape Europe,lets take it as "We will together shape the World!"
"riot!."