I so totally miss you!! Do you miss me??
Our eyes met when we were 10 I think. It was a crush back then. It has always been a crush. How many years? You do the Math. I know you don't really read my blog. If you do and if you feel the same,its gonna be an amazing feeling for both of us. You happened to be there for me whenever I needed someone. Either to make my day,for advise,to laugh along with,to share my craziness or just to talk crap and fade away into the night with a simple chat. We weren't that close back then. Somehow we started our friendship last year or maybe just this year. But all this while,it has been a crush. I'm not sure if its just a crush anymore. There's something much more than just a crush. Those times when I hesitated of being with another guy and not you when you were always in front of me kills me. I've always thought of being with you,wanting to fall in love with you. I'm just so afraid to tell you how I feel. So what should I do??? It has been kept a secret for a long time already.
Crush
I hung up the phone tonight
 Something happened for the first time
 Deep inside
 It was a rush
 What a rush
 'Cause the possibility
 That you would ever feel the same way
 About me
 It's just too much
 Just too much
 Why do I keep running from the truth
 All I ever think about is you
 You got me hypnotized
 So mesmerized
 And I've just got to know
[chorus:]
 Do you ever think
 When you're all alone
 All that we could be?
 Where this thing could go?
 Am I crazy or falling in love?
 Is it really just another crush?
 Do you catch a breath
 When I look at you?
 Are you holding back
 Like the way I do?
 'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
 But I know this crush ain't going
 Away
 Going away
 Has it ever crossed your mind
 When we're hanging,
 Spending time, girl, are we just friends
 Is there more
 Is there more
 See it's a chance we've gotta take
 'Cause I believe that we can make this
 Into something that'll last
 Last forever
 Forever
[chorus]
 Why do I keep running from the truth
 (Why do I keep running)
 All I ever think about is you
 (All I ever think about)
 You got me hypnotized
 (Hypnotized)
 So mesmerized
 (mesmerized)
 And I've just got to know
[chorus]
This song perfectly expresses my feelings for you! I do hope you read this and if you know who you are,if you feel the same then you are my Lucas Scott with no doubt! :D
Infatuation Turning Love