this heart beats for only you

Sunday, April 5, 2009

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Please read the letter that I wrote!

Nat/Deyy

Yeah that's exactly what I call you everytime. I know you're at NS now so I'm hoping real hard for you to come back home again this weekend to read this post and we can share more love! Haha =)
I can't really describe how much I love you as my friend but I'm just so thankful and greatful to have met you when we were in 4 Science 4. You should know how much I love you up to now for everything we've gone through together. Even so I will still tell you that I love you so so much!! You know a lot about me and I guess I do too. We share a lot about our lives to give advise and courage to each other. All this stories we've shared with each other brought our friendship this far and I hope it will still go on till the end of time because you're one of my loved one in this world that I can always count on and plus we stay so close to each other. Hanging out in the park and just talking was amazing! One of the memories I can only share with certain people. I will forever remember the times where we never stoped talking even a minute for hours at the park when we're suppose to be 'exercising'. Well we found the mouth-exercise so I guess we did exercise! Haha :D
Dey,I just so love you and am really appreaciating our friendship every single day. And wishing for you to have a great life ahead with JQ. I know he's the guy for you! No doubt about that. In this journey you're heading now,I'm here for you always! True love always wins and great courage is needed and I'm sure you'll make it through! :)

Elyna/Elylalala

I'm just thankful again that we met at the same class in 4 Science 4. Didn't know you well back then till the conflict was over between a few of us and everything was clear. We had a bond not much could have out of a friendship. You know I love you and I know you love me too! Haha. Seriously I do miss the times we had together during Form 4 & 5 mostly Form 5 because thats when our gang of friends were really established and we became so close and still standing till today.I would do anything if I could go back to those times when we were in Form 4/5. Those were the best years of my life with you guys. And I guess what is most common between us both is that we're such a Rockstar for Partays!! Partays are just our thing to Rock! Haha. We go high easily and I seriously love your hyperness during partays cause I can always partay with a friend like you. For that,I will forever remember such a great friend like you!

Sheryll/Sherr

I just love you la! Those late night chats we always have and going super high talking about really random stuff! You're such a good friend. And oh,you're a great friend to talk about love stuff. I gotta remind you to get your butt in Australia fast and marry your Anthony Callea! Seriously I don't want you to go away for 1 month+ to somewhere so far away but I want you to get that super hawt guy so that I can help at your awesome wedding with an awesome hawt guy! Haha =) Just kidding la. That joke between you and Chawnie was damn funny la. That convo was super funny. Well all I have to say to you is again I'm thankful we met in the same class when we were in 4 Science 4!

Rachel/Rach

Man,I soo love you! You were really the closest friend I had during high school. And I guess after high school,life doesn't stop there and we've been so outta touch ever since. I do understand your situation although I'm not in it. You know most about me among all my friends I have. All the secrets we told each other was only between us and you should know that you're among the few people on Earth that I trust and that knows me deeply. We have gone through a lot during high school. We had arguements quite a few times. I got upset with you easily but seriously it was because you were so close to me that that friendship was something I can never afford to loose. Our friendship was too much for me to do anything to even break it apart by an inch. You must know how much I love our friendship. There were so much stuff I told you about my life that I never ever told anyone. This would sound a little mushy but bear with it. Haha. I told you before that after the conflict I had with this friend in Form 4,I met such a great friend which actually changed my life and made me who I am today. For that particular friend I met in 4 Science 4,I never turned back to who I was in the past and made a few right choices in life which till today,I'm praise the Lord for such a wonderful guidance in my life. And yes you are the friend I'm talking about! We've gone through too much to stop now and look back. This friendship we share will be a continuation of a story in my journey of life. It's hard for me to really go along with someone so well who's not in the same religion as I am but with you,I never felt that way. We always had the same vision towards life. I could still remember when everyone would say "I don't think 1 person can change the world" and both of us had the same opinion that "1 person can change the world". It may seem like a total simple topic but it was one of the deep conversations we always have that I appreaciated our friendship so badly! I can't exactly tell what was so special about our friendship but I felt it was a one-in-a-million friendship I have in my 18 years of living! Thanks to you,thanks to God and thanks to just everyone who made this friendship happen.

And what you're going through right now surely is hard but stay strong. The Rachel I know is so strong and her will to go on was something I respected highly. You're more than you even know! You're Rachel and you can do it!

This song is to you guys! The lysics is more than enough for what I would tell all of you. I love you guys!! =)

"riot!."