Saturday, June 27, 2009
the way she went..
23rd June 2009
12:00 pm
Paati passed away.
11:30am : Brother checked on her. She was fine. Breathing as normal. No difficulties whatsoever. She was still strong.
12:30pm : There she goes. Leaving us behind. No breath. No movement. No pulse. No amplitude.
Thats how she went.
"riot!."
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Right Na Na Na
Nancy,it's been so long since I haven't seen your face. (you know that song) Haha. Seriously I miss you guys badly and we gotta meet up soon to catch up on everything. Good old times. I really do wanna go back to the past and spend more time with our "gang". Haha :D
I love you!!
1. The person who tagged you is :
Nancy Alexandra Ang
2. Your relationship with him/her is :
Schoolmates for 5 years and classmates for 2 special years
3. Your first impression of him/her is:
ooo putihnye. haha :D
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is:
4 Science 4 and 5 Science 4
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
"i love you too"
6. If he/she becomes your lover??
haha. we wont go along well
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that:
erm..I wouldn't expect anyone to improve anything for me but if I were to choose her as my lover,then it means I accept her the way she is
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do:
we'll battle with penetrating words for sure
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
because we have so much difference
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is:
I want to see her after soo long and give her a hug and tell her that I still love her :)
11. Your overall impression on him/her is: she's a really good friend. someone you can always count on. and I love her the way she is. what we all had together in that 2 years of high school was really a memorable thing
12. The most ideal person you want to be is:
a successful wife and mother
15. For people who care and love you, say something to them:
I love you too and will try my best to love you as long as I can
16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1) Elyna
2) Nat
3) Sher
4) Rach
5) Nancy
6) Pav
7) Sofie
8) Sukh
9) Yi Zhong
10) Vafa
17. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
err..I don't think there's anyone yet
18. Is 9 a male or a female?
female
19. What is 2 studying at the moment?
not studying yet. just got back from NS
20. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
number 3
21. What kind of music does 8 like?
he's currently crazy over Pitbull
22. Does 1 have any siblings?
yeah. 1 younger brother
23. Is 4 single?
yup. most definitely. I wonder when will she find a real guy if she keeps on going after celebrities like Tokio Hotel and lately Spongebob. crazy fella
24. What is the surname of 5?
Ang
25. What's the hobby of 3?
watch tv?
26. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
erm. they dont know each other. if they do,I dont think so.
27. Where is 10 studying at?
form 5 in I-dont-know-which-school
28. Say something casual about your eyes:
my eyes? oh they're big
29. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
Nat? haha. I have a sisterly love for her lah. we're really close friends
30. Where does 9 live?
KK (Kota Kemuning)
31. What colour does 4 like?
purple. I think
32. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
yeah they are
33. Does 2 like 7?
they dont know each other and they're both girls
34. How did you get to know 8?
HC (Holiday College) in balakong
35. Does 3 have any pets?
nop
36. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Sofie,my honay. haha. she is but I'm sexier lah. haha
37. Are you sexy??
always
38. What am I doing now?
smiling sarcastically at this particular question
"riot!."
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
vindicated
So whats up peeps? Whatcha doing? (got that from Phineas and Ferb. HAHA)
Alright first of all,NAT is in the HOUSE!! We went out yesterday just to hang out and lepak with the rest. 5 of us. Elyna,Sheryll,Rachel,Natalie and I. So we went to Kota Ria due to tight budget and afterall just to lepak. Mamak was the best place to hang out and talk about everything and plainly anything you want. I only have pictures of Nat and I cause I fetched her back last and we partayed a lot together. Through webcam and also real life partaying! Haha.
Next stop,me sulking about and complaining about my daby life. Okay I have not reached the point where I would sulk about everything around me. No,I'm better. Haha. I appreciate my life. But I get frustrated easily especially the past few days during the last few days of the camp and till now. God is so testing my patience. I feel like running away from home cause my parents are trapping me at home and guess whats my curfew? 11pm? NAH. 12am? NAH. No curfew? NAHH. 10pm? YEAH!!! LIKE SHYT! What the hell is wrong with them. 10pm?! CURFEW AT 10pm?? There must be something seriously wrong with them. I'm 18!!!! HELLOOOO!! Man,I'm so frustrated! And I'm someone who needs time of my own or else I'm gonna release all my tress at home and things might just go bad. I so need to talk to my mom and gets things clear with her. It seems like we're drifting apart as a mother and daughter. Just a week ago,we talked on the phone so closely about guys and life and when I came back,its a whole new story! And I am totally blur of whats going on. What went wrong all of a sudden? Why does everything I do seem to be wrong in your eyes NOW? WHY? Is it me? Is this all my fault all of a sudden? One thing for sure,I'm so frustrated about everything. The way my mom acts right now is just so not her. Whatever in God's name happened to the mom I knew?! I know I shouldn't be saying like this,sound like a bad daughter huh? But I'm seriously frustrated and tensed up.
"riot!."
Saturday, June 6, 2009
malas ahhh
So updates about me.
I'm FREAKING LAZY!!! And SLEEPY! Feeling really sluggish after reaching home from Port Dickson and been outta mood. Having mood swings. So arguements with parents happens. Like what we learn in PD,"shyt happens"!
So yeah seriously "shyt happens" and it just had to happen today after "real bad stuff" and "shyt happens" at PD. Well it was the first time outta Balakong and i really gotta give credit to Jeevan and Roshan Nur. They both did a really good job in keeping things in right places although "shyt happens" and went outta hand a few times. Haha. It was awesome though. Seriously awesome. I tutored Book 4 and man,it's one of the heaviest book in the study circle out of 7 books. The history of the Faith on Bab and Baha'u'llah was really a fantastic story of the Baha'i Faith to tell the rest about the Greatness of This Day,Life of The Bab and Life of Baha'u'llah. I'm proud of my group. Each and everyone of them. Such a funny group I had. I love them all :)
Alright next update. I'm still confussed about what I'm gonna do. Either entering college or doing my form 6. Currently I'm really not into form 6. Its so frustrating. There's a new rule for form 6.
The school ends at 3:40 on Monday and Tuesday. 3:00 on Wednesday and Thursday. 12:30 on Friday.
See my frustration and the addtion to my confussion? And seriously I'm just not in the mood to it without interest at all. I gotta instil the interest in doing subjects totally irrelevant to my career except English Literature which is also gonna be hard for STPM level. Its a tough decision and I only have another week to consider about it. College seem to be the easiest way to achieve what I want and Form 6 is a hard way to achieve my dream with really good quality in local U. My parents took me to see a English Lecturer in UM. What she said really got me thinking hard and actually proove myself and the business world out there that 'a dream to be achieved gotta be a dream I'm gonna put my whole heart and soul to strive hard for it'. I'm not saying that college is an easy way out of things but compared to form 6,it is and easier way.
OkAY now I gotta sleep cause my eyes are really tired and morning prayers in at 8am and then Children's Class in Mentari at 10:30am. So see you guys soon. And last but not least,I love you all!!! :)
"riot!."
