So whats up peeps? Whatcha doing? (got that from Phineas and Ferb. HAHA)
Alright first of all,NAT is in the HOUSE!! We went out yesterday just to hang out and lepak with the rest. 5 of us. Elyna,Sheryll,Rachel,Natalie and I. So we went to Kota Ria due to tight budget and afterall just to lepak. Mamak was the best place to hang out and talk about everything and plainly anything you want. I only have pictures of Nat and I cause I fetched her back last and we partayed a lot together. Through webcam and also real life partaying! Haha.
Next stop,me sulking about and complaining about my daby life. Okay I have not reached the point where I would sulk about everything around me. No,I'm better. Haha. I appreciate my life. But I get frustrated easily especially the past few days during the last few days of the camp and till now. God is so testing my patience. I feel like running away from home cause my parents are trapping me at home and guess whats my curfew? 11pm? NAH. 12am? NAH. No curfew? NAHH. 10pm? YEAH!!! LIKE SHYT! What the hell is wrong with them. 10pm?! CURFEW AT 10pm?? There must be something seriously wrong with them. I'm 18!!!! HELLOOOO!! Man,I'm so frustrated! And I'm someone who needs time of my own or else I'm gonna release all my tress at home and things might just go bad. I so need to talk to my mom and gets things clear with her. It seems like we're drifting apart as a mother and daughter. Just a week ago,we talked on the phone so closely about guys and life and when I came back,its a whole new story! And I am totally blur of whats going on. What went wrong all of a sudden? Why does everything I do seem to be wrong in your eyes NOW? WHY? Is it me? Is this all my fault all of a sudden? One thing for sure,I'm so frustrated about everything. The way my mom acts right now is just so not her. Whatever in God's name happened to the mom I knew?! I know I shouldn't be saying like this,sound like a bad daughter huh? But I'm seriously frustrated and tensed up.
