Tuesday, September 22, 2009
this is my great escape
When everything falls apart,make yourself worthy of something in this world even if you may not to a certain extent.
Gird Up Your Loins!
Thats something I would always tell my friends but this time its time for me to tell that to myself. Although the world may seem like its falling apart in your life,think about the people who loves you for who you are. Love is beyond words to describe.
The Greatest Thing You'll Ever Learn Is To Love and Be Loved In Return.
(Moulin Rouge)
Let someone love you. Give them the chance. Open your heart.
The emptiness in your heart will definitely be filled with much love if you just give a chance. Take the risk.
What's Life Without A Little Calamity?
(Grey's Anatomy)
Brian McFadden & Leann Rimes - Everybody's Someone
I've always loved this song. Not mentioning the harmonisation and the blending between the 2 singers is amazing. I felt in love with this song the moment I heard it. Such beautiful lyrics in making every single soul in this world important and precious. Whenever you're alone,just listening to this song confirms you're someone special to someone else in this world. Everyone is someone! :)
Kate Voegele - Lift Me Up
When you're down and need a lift/a drive in life,listen to this song! Its all about finding something/someone that would stand by you and lift you up no matter how deep you fall into. So open your heart for that person to walk in your life and share your life together. May it be a best friend,a long-lost friend,an enemy,your family members or someone special in your life.
"riot!."
Thursday, September 17, 2009
catch me when I fall
I'm getting sick and tired of my life. I lost my drive in life. No motivation. No goal. No desire. No purpose. It didn't just happen out of the blue. Everything i'm going through or rather said everything people around me is going through affects my life. Their problems. Their rants. Their actions. Effects my life. Good or bad. I am the person I never thought I would be. 2009 is hectic. For the past few months,I've been tested mentally by God a lot. Perhaps what we go through as family affects each member who contributes to other people's lives.
Is this what you would call social development?
This is real tough for me. I tend to carry other weights on my shoulder even if it has nothing to do with me. Somehow it just affects life.
May it be an inspiration. May it be a motivation. May it be a downfall or a disgrace. May it be a dissapointment. May it be your fuel to drive around.
Its getting harder by the day to stay focused and together in this situation. I just can't help to think that I may need to let this slip off my hand for once and maybe catch it back again when I miss it. Its so hard. Frustration is getting to me. Anger and sarcasm is too. This attitude of mine itself disgusts and degrades my inner self. At times like this,I wish time passes by so fast that I wouldn't realise it. I wish I found that satisfaction for once and not please people around me who has high expectations. It isn't easy anymore to find that satisfaction in me because right now,I have no idea at all what do I want and what would please me.
PS : I think I'm falling for you. Since the day you woke me up from slumber. :)
"riot!."
